Live Like You Don’t Matter

Recognize that
Who you call ‘I’
Is merely a consolidation of memories
And a voice of hope.
‘I’ am but an idea
Afraid of its flimsy reality.
And so much this idea
Has come to love life
That now its biggest fear
Is to be denied existence.

‘I’ is but a meaning
Given to am-ness
So that life can be lived
As an ode to memory
And romanced through
Songs of love and hope.
Your limitations belong to your façade
And not to your essence.
Live fearlessly. Live courageously.
Live like you don’t matter.

Locked In

The time has come

To break away from habit.

 

Habits of thinking

And being and doing.

 

Our way of life

Was a roadmap of diversions;

 

We never really arrived anywhere

Except to where we began.

 

The search for validation

Was misconstrued as the search for self.

 

We have lived as partial beings

Unable to embrace a world of our making.

 

We speak, but don’t listen

We hurry, but to no specific destination.

 

Activity is valued as action

And in its chaos we seek our purpose.

 

How do we see our truth?

How do we integrate our being?

 

How do we come to see

That to be we must be free?

 

Our exchanges must be directed

To let go of a lesser value for a higher one.

 

Poverty does not belong to outer circumstances

But to an inner blindness that doesn’t let us see

 

That our wealth is as unreal

As our imagined poverty

 

Gain and loss are the way of life

It’s the alternating of breath that sustains life.

 

Freedom cannot be won in a world of perceptions.

We must stay silent, watchful and locked in.

 

 

 

 

Isn’t it True?

Examine deeply

Your notions of the true.

The froth of the ocean

Is as true as its depth.

 

Ranking and evaluating and judging

Are intellectual pastimes.

They may or may not

Yield you the wisdom to see.

 

That when you organize things

From the truest to the less true

The world stands disintegrated

And broken in two.

 

A true seeing of the true

Will harmonize differences

And create parities

Where none seem to be.

 

The true may sometimes

Seem false, often inconsistent

And in disagreement with your view

On how things should be

 

But ultimately the true

Keeps its own promise to be;

Answerable to no one, it remains

In perfect sync with its own potentiality.

The Play of Love

I put in place

All that you’ve strewn

All over the floor.

 

I fix the things

That you innocently

Broke, tore or damaged.

 

I shut the door

So that I can work in solitude

But you must enter…

 

I sigh… I wonder…

There must be a design

To daily disturbances and infiltration.

 

Let’s not go by the mere appearances

Of your transgressions

And my consequent upset.

 

It is the play of love

To demand attention and then,

To be fulfilled in giving it.

Before and After

Before I become the truth

Must I be the lie?

 

Living it day in and day out

With tedious self-consciousness

 

So many facades to keep up

So many consistencies to maintain

 

What if the point of keeping appearances

Is only to exhaust me to the point of death…?

 

…And ‘I’ no longer exist?

Who then, will be?

 

Who will continue?

And what will continue?

 

If ‘I’ die

Who will live?

 

And how will truth live

Without lying?

What Are You Busy With?

To have something to do

Gives you a sense of worth

It gives you purpose

And continuity and

Therefore, an existence.

 

Time and movement

Are very important

For my sense of self-

And all that ‘I’ embrace…

I must be other than where I am at 5o’clock.

 

New places, new people, new projects

All of these make my life

So meaningful, so interesting, so glamorous.

Photographed memories of my day

Leave me with an entertaining sense of accomplishment.

 

Now’s the time to ask:

Is life the story of one person?

Can life remain imprisoned within a personality?

Without memory and pattern

Who am I? Who are you?

 

What new patterns are you forming?

What new memories are being created?

What new plans are being made?

As life awaits your homecoming

What are you busy with?

 

Perfection is At Work

Things remain clean

When we persist

With the act of cleaning.

 

The action then,

Is more important

Than the state.

 

A state is indefinite

It can change or disappear

But the action must be consistent.

 

Persistence and perseverance

Are the only ways

To deal with entropy.

 

Action is the essence of life

To live , is to be

In an eternal relationship with perfection.

 

While you persistently act

To keep things in a state of perfection

Allow Perfection to act on you.

 

Life after all,

Is infinitely intelligent

And inherently perfect.

 

Disorder, disruption, chaos

Are surface disturbances…

Look deeper. Perfection is at work.

 

The New is Being Prepared; Be Prepared for the New

Are these testing times,

Or is this an Act of Providence?

 

We know what our losses are;

Will we be able to see our gains?

 

Or, will all questions

Of loss and gain lose relevance?

 

With the discovery of new values

Will old denominations vanish?

 

Will our houses now become homes;

Will our hearths now warm our hearts?

 

Will social distancing

Re-acquaint us with each other?

 

Will we learn in isolation

What good company is all about?

 

Will we remember over time

This spring that  renewed us all?

 

Durations

Allow time

To take you on a walk

To give your thoughts

A duration.

 

See yourself

Let go of ideas

And stand free of

Their certainties.

 

Definitions too

Are not permanent

Love has revealed to me

Other meanings.

 

The future

Becomes less important;

Plans and designs get replaced

By responses.

 

Today’s importance

Is self-evident…intrinsic;

Small matters that suggest

Little matters.

 

Say a prayer

Wash your hands and stay in

Apparently, that’s a good way to end

A pandemic.

 

Today

And what does today say?

…the unfolding of light

….the repetition of rituals

….the memory of yesterday

Moments left behind

Moments arrived at…

All indicate two points in a continuum.

 

Let me pause.

Watch change happen…

Let me see time

Work its artistry

How will things be today?

What will lose its charm for me?

What will I begin to wonder?