#Ten Year Challenge

It’s never too late…

Nor too early

To review your actions

And set them on a course

Of a meaningful life

Meaningfulness…

Is conscious and purposeful living

Where your actions

Are a Systematic Investment Plan

That will yield a freedom

That is whole, independent

Fearless and courageous

Full of faith and confident

Cheerful and kind.

Sustainability

There are things in our lives

That can be counted;

Like money and cars and rewards…

Their separateness allows them to be.

Functions can be measured

We now have devices to measure

Their efficacy and worth.

There exist however,

Dimensions of our being and

Aspects of our selves

That can neither be counted

Nor measured

Like silence and contentment

And peace

These are whole and entire

In themselves

It is these that sustain us

It is their immutability

That makes possible change

And renewability

 

Their action is a non-action.

 

Taking respite from

All activity that creates dependencies

On things that can be counted, measured and purposed

Is true sustainability.

It’s a Zero-sum Game

Celebrate gain if you must

But remember that

It’s but a shadow…

An indication

Of a loss coming.

 

Partiality is man’s hope from cleverness

But existence is always whole

Intelligence will get you what you want

But your wisdom will reveal

That it was never your need.

 

What an amazing thing to learn from life…

That neither gain nor loss

Can be a measure of your worth

Because they are two sides

Of the same coin.

 

They don’t add up

They don’t take away…

Their fifty-fifty chances

Are nothing more than

A zero-sum game.

I am Life

I wonder sometimes

What will all my occupations

Add up to?

The realm of action

Is a confined space

That cannot accommodate

Dimensions of my being

That want nothing…

It seems to have come into existence

In sync with my preoccupations…

With the unfinished business

Kick-started by my intelligent

But clueless thought.

I seem to be on a perpetual quest

For answers…

For recourse…

For validation…

For acceptance.

I need to know

That what I think matters

That what I feel is true and

That what I do is valuable

And yet something tells me

That all of this

Will add up to nothing.

It’s not life that is in need

And my work will only float

Like discarded waste in its vast ocean

Silently mocking my vain pursuits

The only value lies

In doing away with

The idea of ‘me’ and ‘mine’

And seeing that I am not ‘a life’

I am life.

 

Action Without the Actor

The geography

That our feet traverse

To bring us to

The spaces we come

To call our own

Is a physical map

Of our thought-

Thought abducted by

Memory and Desire.

These poor charlatans

Don’t allow us to be

They tell us that

We must act

And yet

The very action

We pin our hopes on

Binds us.

But then action need not

Be a strategy for either

Greater advantage or greater good.

Action is a movement

Towards understanding

Towards resolution

Towards completion.

The action must free itself

From being enslaved

By the actor.

Conscious

Conscious action

Is your ultimate recourse…

It is a power

Vested in you

To stand forever free

From the self-limiting reactions

Of unconscious actions.

To watch yourself in a bind

To fully experience

The turbulence of the mind

To recognize that

It has become too sullied

To reflect reality

Is to come to know

That you’ve been betrayed

By your own imagination.

It’s this knowledge

Powered by conscious watching

That frees you.

Journeys

Journeys are never

About the beginning

And the end

They are about

Departures…

Leaving behind…

Bitter-sweet experiences…

Meeting and separating…

Unexpected delays and

Arriving…

 

Sometimes you enter

Long, dark tunnels

And find yourself immersed

In a dense darkness.

They are about

Expectations unmet

And conversations

That began between companions

But that got lost into wonder

In the vast fields of your own thought.

 

Journeys are not

The means to an end

They are an end in themselves

Reminding us

That we belong

To no one and to nowhere

That our identities

Are not permanent

That our stations

Will not last forever.

 

We must travel

With the lightest

Emotional baggage

We must come to see

That our companions

Will change

And that our solitude

Will always stand by us

Our journeys must teach us

How to say goodbye.

 

Journeys are about losing old certainties

Only so that we may

Find new horizons

Journeys are about

Tirelessly covering distances

With the full understanding

That they will accomplish nothing

They will only leave you

With yourself…

Wiser. Kinder. Freer.

In Search of the Sincere Student

For creation to be enjoyed and experienced there must first and foremost, exist an ‘illuminating consciousness’. This capacity for illumination is the essence of all knowledge. The different capacities, capabilities and functions knowledge creates, are all derived from its original power- the power to illumine. In Chapter 4 of the Bhagavad Gita, Lord Krishna explains the ‘guru-śisya’ parampara (or the lineage of the teacher and the taught).

Imam vivasvate yogam proktavānahamavyayam,

Vivasvānmanave prāha manuriksvākave’bravīt.

 “I taught this Imperishable Yoga to Vivasvān, Vivasvān taught it to Manu; Manu taught it to Iksvāku.

The Lord declares that he Himself, at the very beginning of creation, imparted the knowledge of the vedas to the Sun (Vivasvān), and later on, the Sun-god conveyed it to his son, Manu, the ancient law-giver of India. Manu, in turn, declared it to Iksvāku, the ancestor of the Solar dynasty that ruled over Ayodhya for a long period of time. (4.1).[1]

The act of illumination must necessarily, simultaneously generate an awareness of one’s need to know. In other words, the need to know arises because you are enabled by a higher consciousness to intuit that a higher knowledge exists. The all-illuminating aspect of knowledge was expressed in creation in the form of the Sun deity. Knowledge in Hindu cultural tradition is an expression of the entirety of creation and is understood to be the basis on which society gets structured, experiences conflict, resolves conflict and establishes order. With illumination, comes the capacity to apperceive laws (infallible principles) that sustain creation. This has been expressed as the knowledge the Sun-god ‘conveys’ to the ancient law-giver of India, Manu. With this apperception of laws, there arises a need to know dharma in the context of human society and the noble aspiration of leading people by principle and ethical conduct. This has been expressed as Manu, the law-giver teaching the knowledge of the vedas to Iksvāku (the ancestor of the Solar dynasty), who ruled righteously over Ayodhya for a long time. From this awareness of right conduct, arises a simultaneous awareness of ‘the wrong’. Now, this wrong must be conquered and subjugated, as this wrong unchecked, will lead to the moral decadence of a society and its culture. This awareness necessitates the formation of many other functions to counteract the forces of evil. And this is more or less the point we’re at, in today’s web of knowledge-powered functions. We’re currently living in an age where the good and evil forces co-exist within an individual and each individual must battle with his own evil.

Even though we live in a world empowered by an unprecedented body of knowledge, we are today, facing a moral crisis. In a rapidly changing world, we stand forever enamoured and distracted by the new. We’re losing our ‘viveka’, our capacity of discrimination, that allows us to tell the difference between the beneficial and the harmful, between law and lawlessness, between right and wrong and between the eternal and the ephemeral. Our capacity for illumination lies captive and forgotten in a world cluttered with amusements to endlessly beckon the mind. In a strange travesty of intention, the more we’ve systematized the passing on of knowledge through ‘education’, the more ignorance we’ve created. We’ve systematically destroyed the innate thirst for knowledge. From being the end to which all human endeavour and effort were directed, it has, in modern times, played out as the means to enjoy all the material joys of life. Knowledge, from being a deep need- an aware, seeking jiva experiences- has transformed into a political tool to ensure equal livelihood opportunities for all. The ‘seeker’ or the ‘student’ has been reduced to an enrolment; a puppet whose destiny is decided by the education system. This education system in turn, conveys its high scorers on a fast track into the work force. The linking of education to jobs and of knowledge as a means to securing personal advantage- is seen as pragmatism.

While such pragmatism, can wax eloquent on the need for education to address the need for professional preparedness for jobs, or for providing students with the qualifications and toolkits to be job creators, it remains mum on a core issue: how does the system prepare students for life? How does it prepare them to face conflicting situations? How does it prepare them to resolve those situations? How does it prepare them to know right from wrong? All of these require an education on understanding and then, sublimating the subjective experiences one has when meeting with life. While a standard of living can be achieved through the purchase of services and commodities, the standard of life can only be raised when all that is acquired in and through the process of living is sacrificed in pursuit of a higher knowledge. This sacrifice is not to be misunderstood as an abandonment of all that is acquired, or a foolish self-denial in the name of morality and altruism, but as an offering that is made as a service to another, to free another from need, but more significantly, to free oneself from attachment to action. The search for the ultimate truth, makes unattractive all the passing fancies that your worldly knowledge can garner for you. True knowledge is arriving at the understanding that this world has nothing to offer you. In fact, action detached from the desire of its fruit, is the law by which excellence in action can be achieved. However, this detachment is possible only when there exists viveka, that enables a jiva to make good judgments and consciously climb up the value ladder. He learns to let go of lesser values in a determined pursuit of higher ones. In the process of letting go of small desires and taking on nobler pursuits, he comes to realize his freedom.

Freedom from smallness; liberation from desire-driven actions, actions dedicated to higher ideals- these are the goals that a good education must direct a student’s attention to. While many of our schools are successfully helping students launch themselves in professional careers, the transfer of ‘knowledge’ remains superficial. It’s been reduced to the ‘successful completion’ of assignments and project work with instructions from the teacher. The successful completion of tasks begets good grades, good grades mean better opportunities, and the access to better opportunities have come to be seen as a mark of a good education. The student remains the project of the school and the education system. His ‘success’ is a mark of its own worthiness. The student on the other hand, never really having sought the knowledge out of his own thirst, remains in a perpetual darkness about his spiritual dimension. He remains partially educated, thrown into the arena of life, but unacquainted with his own self, never having experienced his own light. In conceptualising knowledge in a restricted sense, as capabilities required to competently execute tasks as they pertain to a profession, we divide the student into two: a secular worker distinct from his spirituality. The teacher in such a scenario, for the successful working of the system, need only teach him about functioning in a professional context. However, can anything be known for oneself, when one’s inner life is surrounded by darkness? Does anything in the world exist without the observer? An illumined mind, as indicated in the guru-śisya parampara, is the fundamental and perhaps the only true knowledge, a teacher is called upon to give to the student. It’s a fallacy to think of spiritual awareness as a separate domain of study; it must be understood as the thread that holds together all the ‘different beads of knowledge’. The guru-śisya parampara is not just a concept meant for intellectual pleasure, it’s a law by which knowledge from the highest dimensions flows down to the plains, to our homes, our offices and our marketplaces. Deep knowledge always creates two entities: the preceptor and the student. In other words, it is a wealth of knowledge alone, that will create a corresponding need to know.

The generation of knowledge is not an industry, nor is it a service that is provided by a school to a student, it is at its heart- a search for illumination. It’s only an illumined teacher who can help the student illumine his own mind. That, in a nutshell, is the objective of education. In order for a ‘system of education’ to work well, the teachers must first and foremost, be tireless seekers of the highest knowledge. When it comes to embarking on a quest for knowledge, the teachers must lead the way. An illumined mind alone, can function with clarity. An illumined mind alone, can see. An illumined mind alone, will be able to throw a light of understanding. It’s imperative therefore, that teachers see themselves as ‘lifelong learners’ and ‘perennial seekers’ of the highest knowledge. It’s only in the ‘illumined consciousness’ of a true preceptor, that a ‘sincere seeker’ manifests. In other words, a good teacher and a sincere student are co-pilgrims on the same spiritual journey.

 

[1]Holy Gita Ready Reference (Your doorway to the Bhagavad Gita); Chinmaya International Foundation; 2005

Have You Realised?

Have you at all

Had a spiritual experience?

And were you able to

Recognize it as such?

Scan your memory

For all the moments

When Understanding

Came to the rescue

And calmed all storms within…

Or you had a question

And an answer came your way

It felt as though

You had been in conversation

With Eternity…

Or when you surrendered

Your stake in the ownership

Of a circumstance

With the willingness to accept

Whatever came your way

And you found yourself

Taking charge

With a mysterious grace.

 

Have you experienced

An expansion of being?

Are you able to witness

Your own becoming?

Are you able to see

The play of your life

Even as you play it?

Have your simplest gestures

Touched someone in profound ways?

Have you been unaffected

By loss… or by gain?

Is your daily experience

One of abundance…

Or one of poverty?

Do you have faith

In eternal goodness?

And lastly…

Have you found the wisdom

To be happy?

Thought is Absence

The object and the thought

Cannot part ways

They depend on each other

For identity, meaning and existence.

You can’t check to see

If the reflection has left the mirror

It will continue to be

As long as you are

The mind has no purpose

It has only presence

It just is.

And thought is absence

That is meandering in darkness

Trying to make sense of the experienced

Dividing itself into subject and predicate

Unaware

That the two are one

Doomed to be in a perpetual quest

It stands lost and directionless

In its own ever-expanding space.