Pretence, Purpose and Poetry

The moments that exist

Between those islands of forgetfulness

When you live like you are somebody

With something to do-

Is the ocean of eternity that surrounds you.

 

You are part of its immensity

But prefer to be more relatable

As a name…an entity…a person

Who will surrender readily to a little love

And the promise of an elusive bliss.

 

Our pretensions of personality,

Our cultivation of purpose

And the poetic expressions of our angst-

Keep us forever entangled

In the question of, ‘who we essentially are…’

 

Perhaps that question is pointless

When addressed to an existence that just is

A oneness with no exception.

Your poetry is a monologue…

Who you’re not is speaking with who you are.

Irony

Between indulgence and longing

Existence stands by your side

Looking at you in silent askance…

You- in stray moments- steal a glimpse

But she bewilders you

With her steady poise and calm

She’s not a temptress

Knows not how to seduce

And offers you no promise other than herself

And even as you continue to swing between

New infatuations and old remembrances

She (despite sensible reason) faithfully abides by you

And occasionally you wonder: Is it even possible…

That there actually be so exquisite a state

Untainted as it were, by memory, interaction and loss?

Indeed in and through your affairs with life

Existence patiently awaits your homecoming

Yet unveiled, like a new bride

Eyes lowered, your chosen consort

Sits unloved, unheard and unseen

As you drunkenly sing songs of heartbreak and longing.