Who indeed is interested
in my excellence
but me!
So powerful is my desire
to know
to be certain
to have affirmed
my glory…
That it divides me into two-
the fool and the sage
the criminal and the judge
the sinner and the saint
the wrong and the right
the actor and the thinker
the ignorant and the enlightened
the world and I.
how must I get to know that which I am ignorant of?
how must I reclaim that which I have severed from my self, so that I understand?
this knowledge I suspect
cannot be taught.
I must await its dawn
I must reach out in faith
I must curate my experiences with love.
All other affections are mean and misleading.
After all,
the world and its opposites exist
just so that I know who I really am-
An Intense Desire To Know.